Sunday, December 27, 2009

You're in Batam I'm in singapore

You're in Batam, I'm in Singapore.
I miss you smellyboy. You haven't been talking much to me for the past 2 days and I totally have no idea how you've been. I'm angry with you! )': On friday night, you ignored me and went to bed without telling me anything and made me worry. And when you woke up on Saturday, you ignored me again 'cos  you woke up late for work(which idk what time you have to report to work/where) then you flared up at me 'cos I've been irritating you to go watch a show with me. :/ Then after the show, you told me to call you. And I did, after which you went to bed without informing me AGAIN! How could you. I thought you love me and you won't do it twice! But you did! >:/ This morning, You text me @ 6.44am to call you asap and I did the moment I saw your text, you DIDN'T answer again. Till alot later...You finally pick up the phone and when I said I couldn't use my phone to talk, you didn't even bother to cal back with your house phone which you normally do! When I text you/missed call you, you said you didn't notice. And you'd call me after you finish packing your stuff. After a long period of time, you didn't even bother to send a text or whatsoever, so I called. You said you were already in the cab. Wow...marvelous. for idk how many times you failed to do what you promised to. This just show how important I am to you. sigh.

Go read the post you wrote on Dec 16th. What you've promised yourself. Have you done any of 'em?
I don't mean to spoil your holiday mood but can I request to be treated more fairly?
I wrote all those stuffs, not to anger you. But want you to know exactly what's happening and how I feel. If you think otherwise, then you can go ahead and delete this entry okay?

I'm really upset.
Very.

You better pamper me with your hugs and kisses when you're back in sg(: and PLEASE DO NOT anger me any further okay? Make my last week of 2009 a happy one and I assure you that I'd make yours even happier. I promise. MUAH

I love you.
xoxo,
sweetie.

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I'M 19:)

this year the birthday is a special one..at least thats what i think..going to have steamboat with my gf and frene at home afew hrs later..getting older do not mean getting more mature for me:(still a childish boy..haha..have got 3birthday present already:)love all of them..A wallet,100dollars,a box of choclate..wonder if there is more to come..haha..

Have to thank every1 who help me live for so long and have to thank my honey for alot..never be able to repay YOU fully in this life..

1year older 1year closer to working and of course there is things i have to learn and change..here are the following..
1)lying-everyone hate liars.i am going to change this year and make people start trusting me..
2)smoking-smoking is bad for health and i want to kick this habit before i turn 20!!!
3)i will learn to be more punctual and not be late for date and everything..
4)make my "sorry" worthy.saying sorry isnt gonna let others forgive u if u keep making the same mistake..
this is all i want to change for this year..i will learn to be more sensitive to others feeling too..hopefully i can do it..
dont think i have any good habits so there is nth i need to maintain i guess..hahaa...
BYE
love u..
Thank you for everything..i will try and repay u in any way i can..thank you..